They can be a real headache. I remember when I first started mining, similar things happened to me too. It's awesome that you're offering to pay back and have a plan in place. While I can't swing the $1 your way, I hope someone in the community can help out. Also, I noticed you mentioned a...
1. You are not allowed to share resources with other members.
2. That resource requires the MC-Models rank which is a separate purchase from Spigot VIP